Sometimes I feel like a prisoner in my own home. Can't use my own furniture.
Sofa. Lounge chair. Floors. Dining chairs.
It is really annoying. Fucking annoying.
Lost a close friend on Sunday. Still can't believe that he's gone just like that.. I'm gonna miss you brother V. May you rest in peace..
I know I'm very lucky to have you.
But...
If you're tired of me and the kids, let me know. I'll set you free.
I won't force you... I love you.
I know I'm not the best husband nor father.
I'd just wish you all the best..
I'm so tired. I'm trying and trying. But it doesn't work. What am I doing wrong? It seems as if every fucking thing I do is making someone unhappy.
Feel like I let her down..... Sigh. I'm such an asshole. Now waiting my turn to cut my hair... Wondering if I should return home right after or just chill somewhere for a while...
Had a fight. Not feeling the best. Am actually way under the moon. Why is it so difficult to find a bloody job. A fucking job. Money. Its all about the money. Fuck.
Feeling happy today. Got the confirmation of me graduating with second upper honours from my degree course. Yay! Now to find a job and give my family a better life... Love them to bits.
Would've been impossible if not for my wife's support. Thank you.